The Current Apocalypse

The apocalypse has been pretty fabulous.

Maybe calling it the Great Awakening feels more palatable to you - but apocalypse makes me laugh when I look back at all the wild experiences I pulled in starting around March.

Laughter it turns out, is a very effective grounding tool.

Here's My Main Takeaway:

Yes ... there are countless rabbit holes within our consciousness right now. You can explore them if you need to. Some people must.

And I’ll be here - listening, witnessing - while we keep returning to the container of the heart.

I’ve fallen a few times. Each time I discovered the same truth waiting for me:

I am still loved.

I am still whole.

I am still the ultimate creator of my reality.

And I am still responsible for what I tend, what I choose, and what I energize, even as my Angels pick me up, dust me off, and help me step back onto my path.

I was using a labyrinth as a physical reminder of this, staying the path even while circling, when I pulled a labyrinth card from a deck that same weekend. The message was simple and exact: no matter where you wander, the heart-space container is always there. The path never disappears.

We were created to learn, to grow, and to move forward ... in alignment toward something luminous. Everything in the multiverse is always working with/for us. The intentions or agendas of others cannot work against us when we remain ourselves, fully and honestly, regardless of external noise.

Lately, I’ve been asking Sandolphon to teach me how to hold space for rabbit-hole realities without falling into them; to listen to my friends when they need to speak, yet stay anchored on my path, without abandoning my own center.

To stay on my path. To remain wild, free, and sovereign no matter what’s moving around me.

When I do that, the intentions of others lose their power.

The intentions and agendas of anyone "else" becomes irrelevant.

Only the reality I choose remains.

Cutie rabbit hole photo taken by me!

Afterword:

I believe in us.

I know we are creating something good together - because this is what we were made to do.

I love you.

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P.S. This is for a slightly different thread, but it’s too good not to share. I saw one of my friends post: “Let the triggers be your guide,” and I loved it.

When you find yourself falling, when something stirs you or pulls you down… ask: What brought me here? Look around/inside and discover; you will hold more space than you were able before. Sometimes, the answer is simple: close the door. Not bypassing, not ignoring, but because you’ve already zero-pointed that subject. You’re staying the course, anchored in your own path, fully aware. And sometimes, the answer is to really look into the root causes and heal in the depths. And sometimes ... something else!

All approaches are valid.

Through this process, I’ve discovered how to show up and stand in my heart fully. I’ve forgiven myself in places I didn’t realize were still asking: across lifetimes, across stories, across inherited weight. I noticed where I had been placing my reality in the hands of others. I met edges around radical responsibility. I uncovered old Father-God projections ready to dissolve. All discovered amidst the rabbit holes.

The beauty is that each trigger is a compass. Each reflection is an invitation to deeper awareness. And when we respond from our heartspace, we move beyond the old cycles—not by bypassing, but by choosing consciously..

All good things to discover about oneself - especially while moving through the rabbit holes.

After the rain ... there HAS to be sun!